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S.CLIQUE my 6 gfs and 1 buddy..
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[Jul. 8th, 2009|09:55 am] |
went to CWP to meet noel love as i hving a momo day ytd and meeting her makes me feel a lot a lot better.. she is also stress wif her presentation.. poor thing.. jy alright? after tmr,everything will be back to normal.. always rmb,i am here to support u and love u.. =) nx time when u come woodland go rp find me since u say u wanted to go rp tht much.. but ur 2nd request i cannot promise u.. hahas..
another happy event is tht finally jasmine dear finish her exams today.. finally can crap with her..omg,i miss her lyk hell.. i gt lots of things to tell u!! i miss the days we talk on the phone until midnight,gt scolded by parents den guai guai go slp.. hhaas..
out of sudden,i miss so many ppl.. lols..
btw,i start to worry..
b4 last wk.. i can jolly well njoy my slp to 12.. but nw,i 7,8 or 9 plus woke up myself.. i don need an alarm clock,is lyk alrdy in me.. to me,slp is mre impt that meals and yet nw,i slp shorter and wake up earlier.. wat happen to me?? even daddy,mummy and ryan are impressed tht i woke up tht early.. still can feel tht sth nt right in me.. mayb nowaday bcame light sleeper,wake up cannot slp back le..
ltr hving 2 hrs of badminton session wif the guys.. will update when i come back.. =)
edited:// i had lots of fun today.. thanks ppl for tolerating my disturbance.. hahas.. had mens cramp jus nw.. i nearly faint.. honestly,i was thinking whether the nx moment i open my eyes will i be in hospital.. thought of asking dad to come over to bring me hme.. but after tht feel a bit better so went hme alone.. but lucky lah,i am still alive here blogging..
today,make 1 new friend.. JiaJun's gf.. ahahas.. she is v easy gg.. =)
i realise i fall deeper.. i'll wait for u.. |
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[Jul. 7th, 2009|09:36 pm] |
3rd time blogging for today..
had moodswing just nw and was thinking how to control emotions..
anw,do u believe in telepathy? actually i also dono.. from young,i believe tht other than feelings and love,telepathy is also impt.. i also dono y.. dad and mum do hv their own telepathy.. i was totally amaze since young.. dad don hv to tell mum where he go,mum will know.. mum don hv to tell dad what she thinking,dad can guess it right.. i always prayed.. prayed tht 1 day,i can meet some1 who hv telepathy wif me.. i think telepathy is rare and is impt to me.. hope tht i can control my emotions.. i am getting tired each day trying to control my emotions.. since young alrdy lyk tht.. shall kick this habit away..
true love is invincible.. |
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[Jul. 7th, 2009|02:54 pm] |
我知道- By2
从来没想过 不能再和你牵手 委屈时候 没有你 陪着我心痛 一切都是我 太过骄纵 以为你会懂 一直忘了说 我有多感动 我知道你还是爱着我 虽然 分开的理由 我们都已接受 你知道我会有多难过 所以 即使到最后 还微笑着 要我加油 我知道你还放不下我 才会 在离开时 闭着眼没有回头 我们都知道彼此心中 其实这份爱没停过 从来没想过 不能再和你牵手 委屈时候 没有你 陪着我心痛 一切都是我 太过骄纵 以为你会懂 一直忘了说 我有多感动 我知道你还是爱着我 虽然 分开的理由 我们都已接受 你知道我会有多难过 所以 即使到最后 还微笑着 要我加油 我知道你还放不下我 才会 在离开时 闭着眼没有回头 我们都知道彼此心中 其实这份爱没停过 曾经完整幸福的梦 在脑海里头 我多希望你 还在我左右 我知道你还是爱着我 虽然 分开的理由 我们都已接受 你知道我会有多难过 所以 即使到最后 还微笑着 要我加油 我知道你还放不下我 才会 在离开时 闭着眼没有回头 答应你 我会好好过 不让 这些眼泪白流
hahas.. addicted to this song.. replayed dono hw many times for the past few days.. emo song but the lyrics is really meaningful.. lalas..
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[Jul. 7th, 2009|08:48 am] |
finally had a good slp.. was over sad and emo until i don wish to think of anything other than slp to escape these.. i wont blog why,but if u really wanna know,can ask me.. but all i can say is nth to do wif r/s.. noel love shld know.. hahas..
watch the 10 pm show ytd.. i think is every girl's dream to meet someone who understands and love them.. i don wish to hv a bf yet,i just wan someone who can understand and love me.. i onli need tht.. i don need someone to tell me i love u everyday when he don understand me.. lyk wat minyi said,i need a soulmate.. a soulmate who love me..
my ex is a clever person.. w/o i saying anything,he knows what i wans.. but too bad we are nt fated and he is nt my soulmate..
i feel lyk killing myself for brking my own promise.. i am sorry.. forgive me,alright?
anw,i gonna chiong lyk siao for studies.. i slack too much le.. isn't it? hahas.. |
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[Jul. 6th, 2009|07:34 pm] |
had nightmare the whole night.. didn't manage to really slp.. but was awake when gg to sch.. hahas.. reached class quite early and was quite tired.. actually intend to slp awhile but out of sudden ppl come so early.. so didn't slp.. struggled all the way throughout lesson and was v sian coz someone left hme early.. manage to pass through today safely w/o falling down but knock into things as usual.. Amanda always like to say i am a clumsy girl.. hahas,but tht's quite true..
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[Jul. 5th, 2009|10:07 am] |
wahahas.. i woke up at 847 .. tmr go sch,sure look lyk panda.. ytd slept at 3 plus,had a long talk wif ryan.. didnt really know tht these 2 yrs,he encountered so many things.. everyday faced him for mre than 8 hrs and yet i didnt know.. wat a failure.. onli share wif me those okok stuff ,but nv share wif me his difficulties.. and know that he lyks to keep everything to himself and yet bcoz i neglected him, he hv to rely on himself to overcome all these.. but i am so proud of him.. he have grown up and bcome so mature.. i guess,i hv to spend mre time on him..make sure he doesnt suffer alone again.. my heart was bleeding when he shared wif me what really happen for the past 2 yrs..
make me realise,what i faced 3 yrs back is really nth compared to his.. although,it took me 3 yrs to heal and nv ever dare to step into r/s again,is still nth compared to his..
ryan is right,i shld have let go my phobia by nw.. it has haunt me for 3 yrs and is enough..
edited:// gg to rain nw.. and is time for me to have a nap.. hving cramps nw,shall take medi and slp.. will be back.. =) |
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[Jul. 4th, 2009|09:08 am] |
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*rub eyes* wth.. i woke up at 8? 1st time in life,auto woke up at 8.. earlier than the early bird in my hse.. honestly,nw quite tired.. but just cant slp back.. ryan and mama still slping and dad went out to dono where.. nw alone in the living rm.. wonder hw to tahan for the whole day.. nw eyes onli half open..
hope my 4 loves will entertain me to at least keep my eyes half open.. went to weight myself just now..is lyk wth lah.. ytd eat onli lyk 1/5 of my normal portion.. my weight still the same.. stomach feeling better but still abit feel lyk vomiting.. guess today i can eat 2/5 of my normal portion .. if i don feel lyk vomiting in the afternoon..
edited:// i feel so sian,den after tht turn to emo.. emo,emo ltr bcome elmo.. lols..ltr noel will scold me..hahas had sundae for lunch and i feel so bless when i didn't vomit it out.. dinner time nw and yet idk wat to eat.. mayb soup enough le..
edited:// went to slp at 9 plus.. 11 plus woke up again.. ltr den see if still can slp.. glad to see tht i no longer feel lyk vomitting.. but sad to say,i this dumb dumb seems to mistaken for what he say.. lols.. nvm..we shall see hw lah.. is all fated anyway..
alright,update nx time.. :) |
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[Jul. 3rd, 2009|10:02 pm] |
saw ryan's post.. i think what he said make sense.. y love tht person hv to own him/her? bcoz of selfishness.. naturally,i will also wanna own him when i lyk him.. but nw i grow up and learnt.. one shouldnt be tht selfish.. as long as i know tht i am nt alone,i am contented.. whether can we go further in the future, tht's fate alrdy..
i am contented with the current state.. :)
tmr will be a busy day for me..so if wanna find me call me or text me.. |
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[Jul. 3rd, 2009|08:58 am] |
m i consider fortunate? no bf but gt 1 buddy and 6 gfs.. life isn't that bad afterall.. the love i receive is more than wat bf can gv me.. perhaps,i shld learn to let go..
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[Jul. 2nd, 2009|08:46 am] |
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i feeling v sad ytd.. coz i didnt really know tht u hv to book for all wk.. i thought after waiting list den will hv a car reserve for me.. den went to book,nw hv to wait till aug.. is lyk so long lah.. was so down ytd.. but after slping,now ok alrdy.. anw,i am so happy to hv tht dream ytd.. ... wateva.. =p
edited:// haha.. shall explain abt the dream.. i dreamt tht i bcome head prefect and i am super happy.. abit crazy lah.. anw,dream is still a dream..
"if he belongs to you, it's yours forever, if he isnt, then is just a passer-by "- jasLam
anw,did i say tht b4? i love noel alot alot.. she is such a good frenz frm sec sch to nw.. i emo she will emo wif me,cry wif me when i saw my ex wif his previous gf in sch.. sing tgt when we are in singing mode.. tell me her tht "onli secret" and i am the 1st to know.. will nag me when i didn't finish my rice.. know who i love when i didn't even know myself at tht time.. although,we once had a distance but nw is mended.. everything is bad to norm lyk in sec sch.. and she is also one of my company for pooh lover.. hahas..
i love all my 7 lovers.. where u all think to? i mean my clique lah.. hhahs
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[Jul. 1st, 2009|03:35 pm] |
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went to ssdc in the morning for my 1st pract lesson.. i wasnt tht nervous at 1st but when the instructor come into the car i was lyk scare until gg to die when he say i gonna drive today.. so after he patiently explain everything abt the car etc.. is my turn to sit in the driver seat.. at 1st i was damn crazy.. know hw to start engine but dono hw to take out the key.. i was lyk a bit panic.. keep telling my instructor i cannot take out the key.. and he pretend to scare me by saying i spoil the key.. after tht den he told me to push and turn to take out.. finally took it out..
den went on to the pedals,i was confused when dad explain to me the other time.. so when i was learning to release which pedal at what time,i realise isnt tht hard to uds.. the worse thing is to control the pedal.. cannot step too hard,all must gently other than the clutch pedal.. after tht i can sort of control the pedals.. is steering wheel's turn.. here come my weak point..
i cannot control tht steering wheel well even though i spent ard 45 mins to practise tht.. still cant turn nicely.. dono is steering wheel don lyk me or wat..
after lesson,walking out of the sch,coincidentally fion called me.. after tht walk out of the sch tgt.. hahas.. long time nv see her le..
after tht walked to take bus and off to cp for lunch.. had mos burger and went to shop..
and nw,backed hme to blog..
lastly,HAPPY BIRTHDAY to JIAJUN.. ur 18 bash i wil gv u tmr.. hahas.. =) and don ever ask me again why i so mean to u.. ans will always be: i love to disturb u lor..cannot ar? hahas.. anw,njoy ur day and faster go book ur btt .. =)))
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[Jun. 27th, 2009|02:09 pm] |
miss lazy gonna start her revision nw.. i really feel lazy but still hv to revise.. notes are beside me and i gonna start nw.. update ltr.. =)
edited:/ excited for my 1st driving lesson.. imagined scene kept playing in my mind.. lols.. gonna study again ltr.. =) |
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[Jun. 27th, 2009|12:58 am] |
NSY feels like - drinking sweet talk bubble tea. - eating korean cusine.. - changing flip flop.. - buy shorts
alex,cheer up (: |
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[Jun. 25th, 2009|09:26 pm] |
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sch don intend to close for yr 2 and yr 3 students.. anw,i don wish sch to be close as it will be TROUBLE to do wkst and ppt alone.. will die.. cant stop worrying for tht H1N1 when in sch.. is so scary,spread like wildfire..
ytd had too much fun..today cannot really concentrate.. anw,was really tired as i had to wake up ard 7 plus,8 plus.. didnt get enough slp.. sleepy..
alright,update next time |
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[Jun. 24th, 2009|06:45 pm] |
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went out wif jas and noel this morning.. went to si ma lu to pray and went to eat at the hawker centre, thanks to noel who bring us there..heex.. after tht went to iluma and waited for the 2 princess to finish their acade games and went over to bugis street.. actually wanted to buy a bag but after gt shock by the shop owner, i decide to go tpy to buy.. after tht to BJ shop awhile den took the same train as noel to tpy.. reached tpy,my pocket starts to have a hole,slowly bigger and bigger.. buy shoe,buy bag,buy shirt,buy pen.plus eat.. i spent ard 40 bucks today.. *faint* but nvm..once in a while.. =)
alright.. update soon..
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[Jun. 21st, 2009|04:23 pm] |
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hahas.. this is the present,i gv to my parents.. the 2 cows.. i dono wat to gv to my parents,coz they have everything.. so decided to gv them teenagers stuff.. be it father's day present or wat.. glad that they love it.. hhas
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO ALL FATHERS.. thanks dad for everything.. including paying so much for me to learn driving etc.. i love u dad.. =)
Amanda come back to sch on friday for UT.. and she give me doreamon key chain.. add to my collection of my husband ( inside joke) anw,thank you, amanda..
back to do my anklet.. bbyes..
edited:/ mummy intends to take pixon and change wif me.. means i take the new phone,she take mine.. but i still considering..coz unfair to mama.. hahas.. i am so fortunate to have such a good parents and a caring brother.. hahas.. byes.. =) |
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[Jun. 18th, 2009|10:06 pm] |
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mugging for tmr UT.. to be honest , i miss jas.. tht dumb dumb shld be njoying herself to the max.. hahas.. but well,she is coming back in few days time.. i shall cont to miss her when i finish my UT..
i alrdy planned up my sat.. meet up wif elen sister for lunch and window shopping.. hahas.. recently,i am sort of addicted to taking photos.. hahas..
alright,i shall update ltr..
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